Saturday! :D

Saturday is always lovely! <3

Too bad I’ve to go to Eng Ann court for marching training this morning. I can’t skip anymore since i’ve already ffk-ed for lik 5 or 6 times. =X So i went! xD but the it was freaking boring there. I wasn’t close with anybody there except for ing, jan, lixin and ttc. Im just not friend with those guys who’re so active in sports or whatever. ): sad. and swee thian was busy with his cadet and the penolong came only at 1030.. Seriously we’ve just spent 1 hr for the real training. Meaningless.. ):

Rehearsal is off on monday. That’s the main reason u can find me in pembarisan. I duwan to stay at class while all the others are happily at the field getting sunburnt. xD

Crappy. Imma get myself some new songs. Teehee.

u’re such a negative shit i’d know.

Stop flaunting lah u. it’s nothing to be proud of. -_-”

I hate you negative shit. Stop blaming all the bullshit on me. U get all the stupid emo-ness by ur own. Stop saying that it’s all because of me. Shaddap.

I didn’t mean to say this but u’re such gay. Eff.

I’m a diligent blogger.

Alienate – turn away.
e.g. School alienates my oh-so-wonderful life.

Idk why do i update my blog so frequent nowadays. hehe. anyway good thing isn’t it? hehe.

Have been thinking about my future recently. Not sure which path should i take in the future. Medical, dentistry, civil engineering, psychiatry, chemical engineering or whatever lah. ): sad. I was actually dumbfounded when Calvin asked me about this ytd. ): He knows what’s his ambition and what he’s interested in. How sad that I can’t actually answer such simple question.

Ok so no matter what, studying hard is the best cure at this mean time. At least it’s better for me to be doing nothing. It won’t come by itself but I’ve to seize it by myself. (:

Signing off.

I wish to sleep sleep sleep =D

So school resumed. Everything’s gone back to its usual path. Schooling, crapping, homeworks.

Commiserate what’s happening on ks. Actually it does happen on everybody. Few of them around me are facing the same thing. I’ve heard quite some stories. Trust me. Everything’s going to be okay eventually. Sorry for not replying because i was actually sleeping. -_-”

Story ends.

p/s: have an intuition that i’m going to have a new friend soon.

Gay rocks!

Had camp in Hokkien Association ytd.

The talks were boring so, indeed, we had our own “talk” behind which actually was mannerless. But, who cared when we were just freaking bored. xD So the talk was mostly about the gays. hahahaha 3 of them were being really gay! especially when they kept on putting their hand on each other’s laps. oh yucks. hahaha  but it was fun, definitely. hehehe and it was the very 1st time i got to know so much about ACS. haha boys’ school is sooooooooo rude yet fun with the pants off part! hahaha. 

So then we had our station game. I was at the station with qin, zhi qing n khye siang. The game is just oh-so-fun. It was just typical yet boring scissors paper stone. But!! The losers will get water dumped on their heads. and I played for few times with khye siang while the guy just couldn’t have stopped showing scissors. hahaha. and i forgot how i lost to him and got him dumping the water on me. swt. anyway i dont mind bcuz the weather is EFFING hot.

so there was wen yu wan hui at night. yong leng sang “yi han” which is reallllllly nice!! how can i forget about my DEAREST friends with there MARVELOUS bad romance!!!!! I got the th 1st row from the back just for the dance!!!! THEY WERE AWESOME! i was touched. since i’d been seeing them from the beginning, while it was actually a mess, a truth i hav to tell. they actually still cant get it into the same tempo last week. AND ytd their dance was so NICE! everything’s in the tempo. their custome was awesome. and everything was done just sooooooo perfectly! just cant help saying that I LOVE THEM! <3 and the gong wei had a perfect sketch for the ending! i love that too =)

Last but not the least, glad to have met all the new faces throughout the preparation and the camp.
Mian Yer, Chee Hui, Yong Leng, Zhi Lin, Shu Theng, Loke Poh, Chay Hou, Khye Siang, Serjay and many more names that i couldn’t even remember. =D

I’LL REMEMBER THIS FOR LIFE! PROMISED! =)

p/s: oh ya yh said he’s toiled yet he went to serjay’s hse. hahaha.

happy ah moi :D

Haha i think i’ve been “pretending” to study this few days. At least it looked lik I did study in front of my parents. But frankly lah, I’m just going thru the books without actually memorizing it. anyway at least i’ve got some vague concept into my brain right?

haha suddenly realized that i’ve forgotten every vocab bang yh tried to teach me last time. hahahaha. how pathetic =( all i rememer is sluggish. hahaha. what to do? LOL.

oklah going to hokkien association again later. haih!

Timeless.

Haih sometimes i wonder why m i still wasting time on those meaningless things. I should be using my time on things that’re, at least, more beneficial, indeed.

No more reverie lah!!

Indecision.

ISH i hate myself for being effing indecisive. My indecision made me ffk sweet today again! Im now feeling so very remorseful sitting in front of my laptop. I’m supposed to be at Eng Ann Court and having practise for kawat now lah! It just took me a long time to consider whether to go when sweet texted me to tell me that there’re only 3 persons (ya its 3!) attended for the practice. haih.

I was thinking that if I should go for the practice or stay at home to be my parents’ oh-so-lovely daughter and study. okay so now u’ve seen my decision. I’ve decided to stay at home but I’M NOT OBH STUDYING! I’m AWOL. ==

To have my conscience clear, i kept telling myself that 4 persons wouldn’t hav made the practice even better than 3. right????!?!?!??! hopefully……. T_T

okay lah. so i’ve already made the decision and there’s nobody home now! so i’ve no right to regret of my own choice!!!

just feeling super remorseful for ffk. THOUSANDS APOLOGIES FOR SWEET! I PROMISE I’LL TRY MY UTMOST TO GET MYSELF TO THE PRACTICE ON WED!

stupid lah.

okay. so i’ve decided. this blog will be somewhere i’ll use to improve my SUCKISH english. =D

Update.

I hadn’t been updating my blog for quite “a while”. Hehe. Idk lah. Just feeling like blog is somewhere where there’s NO PRIVACY. So if i’m trying to get myself somewhere to release my feeling, blog is neither of the ways that i should go with. Otherwise, if i’m just to update about my life, i’d rather update it as my fb status. Easy yet convenient. xD

So today I got few of my papers back. I’d decided to ignore my BM n moral since long ago so i dont reli get a good grade in both of the subjects. hahaha but I got 100% for my addmaths!!! ok lah i know that it’s not smth to be proud with as there’re tonnes of ppl getting 100% in this monthly test. but hey!! i hadn’t gotten 100% since the last monthly test lah. hahaha. and i’ve got unexpectedly nice grade for my physics. at least i think my grade is nice lah. 3rd highest in my class leh. xD blah.

Mr. Alfred’s changed his class to this weekends. ISH that means i’ve to either choose to skip my PBC kai gong or miss the Bareno Run. But then since I’ve had half of the materials at home for the kai gong, that literally means I’M GOING TO MISS THE BARENO RUN! CIS! I’m reli sad with the fact lah. At least there’s somebody who can fetch me to chi liung class? =P who who who? =D

This is to Mr. X. I genuinely hate ppl trying to know every What & Why of me all the time when i dont feel like telling. Annoying lah. WEI wake up lah! who do u all think u are? am I supposed to tell u everything of mine ALL THE TIME?! when I dont tell, u feel like i’m hiding smth from u and keep on asking. Why do i hav to hide something from u?! Do u really think I have the time to lie? When there’s a lie, it needs more lies to cover it up. so why do i have to do such thing to suffer myself? AND SO WHAT IF I LIE? u can’t do anything on me because i have my own right to keep away my secret from u. The reason is simple. It’s because I dont think u r someone worth to share my secrets with. I beg u. PLEASE DON’T THINK LIKE I’VE TO ANSWER EVERY QUESTION U ASK AND THROW TANTRUMS WHEN I DON’T. U r getting on my nerve. WTF.

To Mr. Y. hey are we close? NO!  so please dont effingly text me with the stupid reason that because you’re bored. GET URSELF A CLOWN PLEASE! I’ll try to entertain a good friend of mine if he or she is bored. but sorry lah. u’re not one of them i’d waste my time entertaining. it happens to be a fact when u always try to act like a stranger in school. That’s what u deserve.

PHEW~ i shud end this post. hahaha

p/s : downloaded few outdated hit songs. super nice