April 30, 2010

I need something to make up my day. 😦

Being really stressful sitting around those intelligent fellow friends. And sometimes i just seem to be the worst amongst them. 😦
I havn’t conceived any idea for the banner and poster. Idk. Zy said that it was supposed to be vs’s works. Then he asked me to lend a helping hand to her. And now i’m being frustrated alone here. 😦
I’ve tons of born-being-intelligent friends. And I ain’t one of them. 😦
I’ve screwed my monthly test. Esp for my bio, bm and sejarah. I would prefer to blame the failure of my BM on my teacher. Because she’s memang the culprit. Damn her. She wasn’t being or she HAS NEVER BEEN responsible as a teacher. How could she have marked not even half of our papers? Then I shouldn’t have wasted time taking the exam lah. What for wasting for 4-5 hours there when she marked only the krgn rangsangan and tata parts. Efffff. 😦

Lastly, I wish I could drive. 😦

Off. I need a nap, seriously.



April 18, 2010

I’m obligated.


April 16, 2010

I think I’m going to fail my english. I think I got the lowest mark for the literature part in my class. Ish. Practices needed, desperately. I just can’t score well in english. Pet peeve. What to do? DEAD.

Latihan Berfokus is really coming now when I’m not well prepared. What to do again? DEAD.



April 14, 2010

I was just trying to reconcile the frozen  relation. But everything ended up as if I was being a hypocrite.

I should learn a better way to tell.

Big Slap On My Mouth.

April 12, 2010

Did you know that u were being dang idiotic saying those words?
The words were over the top.
Did you think before u just blurt the words out?

sorry to the someone.

April 12, 2010

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.


April 10, 2010

eat, study, homework, study, eat, study, homework, study, su works, class magazine, eat, study, su works, sleep.

That’s my new routine.

Day two.

April 9, 2010

I’ve to set a new goal for myself. At least from now onwards I won’t be vulnerable yet miserable.

Albeit my future not having itself decided, there’s only one way to accomplish the mission.
And I’ll start with it now.


April 7, 2010



Day by day.

April 5, 2010

Wrangle – Quarrel.
e.g Wrangle happened between 2 persons and I cant choose a side to stand.

Had our sports day on the 2nd. Joined the marching squad. It wasindeed a great experience for me albeit with all the practices and rehearsals under the OBH hot sun. I almost passed out in one of the rehearsals and got mr. sze laughing at me. Ish. -.-”

After the salute, I found YH and had some times with him, yw, the couple. It was freaking boring, frankly. Swt. Fortunately Eric got my feet into the mud and grasses. AND YES! My day was back! 😀 Met em the miss Rumah B. I just can’t stop loving her! ❤ oh and i bought her an ice cream. hehe.

Had a really great time with Rumah C. It was my first time being that mad with my house mates and sadly, it was the last time too. ): Glad that I’ve done that. 😀

Fuss and squabble happened between 2 persons. One of them cried. Or I should rather label it as an accusation? Uncertain. I just don’t feel like involving. Although my compassion has chose its side, I still have myself standing aside. I think it’s the best position for me.

Oh Hell. Exam starts in 2 weeks time.